December 31, 2007
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New Year's Eve
Well, It's New Year Eve and I'm sitting at my desk. I feel completely sick and exhausted. Man, yesterday blew. I slept all day (that's not the bad part) and I'm still tired. *coughing* I hope I get over this soon. For once, I'm actually sick and I can't enjoy it because school doesn't start for another 3 days!
I know about a couple New Year's Eve parties, but I think I'm going to skip them, unless I miraculously get over this. *coughing*
So my girlfriend finally got my Christmas present back to me. I forgot it at an Anime Marathon I went to at the Coshocton Library.It's a D-Generation X sweatshirt and a My Chemical Romance t-shirt.The problem is that I don't know if I actually *love* her. hmmm. I was going to break up with her last month, but I was afraid to hurt her feelings. She doesn't even know I'm bi. It's not that I don't like her, It's that I don't think I *love* her.I don't know what to do.
Well I'm going to get off here, I hope everyone has a great new year.
[matt]
Comments (2)
Hey thanks for the add! I've dealt with similar feelings about not sure if you actually love someone.. Sucks doesn't it? I've been single for three years now mostly because of that. I think I'll get married someday but not in my own timing. I'm still fighting the fact that patience is a virtue. I'm actually fighting it tooth and nail these days. Ah well. Happy New Year.
you have LOTS of time. Don't let anyone define you; don't be too quick to define yourself. Don't be afraid to hurt people a little; just don't hurt them alot.
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