I complain too much. Through life, I've done nothing but complain that every little detail isn't perfect. My looks aren't perfect; my life isn't perfect. Even now, as I post about complaining too much, I complain. I guess you could call me a perfectionist. I am, however, a nice perfectionist. I try not to over-correct someone when they say or do something wrong, even though my gut wants to correct them. I just want my life to be perfect.

I think it leads back to my whole insecurity complex. I feel insecure knowing someone is better at something than me. They say someone will always come along and be better than you. That's what worries me. If they know they're better than me, they have something against me. The minute they have something against me, I am no longer stronger than them. My logic is if I'm the best at everything; no one will have anything to hold against me. Of course, no one can be the best at everything. So I fear I will end up a jack of all trades, but a master of none.

On a side note, I watched William Shakespeare's Romeo + Juliet today. It's the one starring Leonardo DiCaprio and uses most of Shakespeare's original text. I thought I was going to hate it. Using the original text, but set in modern day seems a daunting task for even the best screenplay writer. However, I ended up loving it. It's not an Academy Award winner, but it's honestly good for what it is. Some parts come off as cheesy, stretching situations to fit into the modern day. But overall the story carried it well, and I loved the ending. Definitely recommend it to anyone.

Well, I'm a bit tired so I'm off to bed. I'll try posting more often. I know I say that and then don't go through with it, but I'm really going to try this time.