February 18, 2012

  • Years Gone By

    So it's weird how much my life has changed since I've last posted on here. I've come to the realization that my life isn't the same as it was back then no matter how hard I try to hold on to it. I went back through my old Facebook, Myspace, and Xanga posts. I realized I've grown up and matured. Drama of days past seems so pity to me now. I suppose 6 years has a big impact on a person's life. I've gone through death, divorce, and general depression; still, here I am. I was an immature 14 year old when I started this blog six years ago. Today, I'm a (more) mature 20 year old. I have a job, and I'm going to school. I have a steady boyfriend. I'm out and proud about who I am. I think the army has been a good thing for me. It's really forced me to grow up and become a leader, even in situations I didn't think I could lead in. I've come to grips with my past, and look forward to the future. I don't dwell on little grievances, instead I learn from them and move on. I've learned to be myself, regardless of other people's opinions. I feel like the past six years of my life have been both challenging and rewarding. Sure I've made mistakes, but they've only helped to improve me.

    I know people don't really post on Xanga anymore, but if you still do, I want to know how've you been. I want to hear about what my old friends have been up to. How your lives have changed.

    Before I get off here, I suppose I should write about my boyfriend. His name is Zach and he's an imagery analyst for the Army. We met on a site for people who are gay and in the military. He happened to be stationed at the same base as me. We started talking and the rest is history. He's amazing. I feel like I could spend every waking moment with him and be happy. I know this kind of sounds like a 16 year old girl, but isn't that how love makes us feel sometimes? I hope him and I can stay together even when we get stationed elsewhere.

    It's late once again, so I suppose I'll stop writing on here. Please don't hesitate to comment. I like hearing from people now and again.

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  • Just dropping by..

    I try to make it a point to use my Xanga at least once a week, but sometimes I go on binges where I will use it multiple times a week then stop using it for an extended period of time.

    I'm so glad to hear your life has been going well. You can never stop growing up, but rather just make the best of it. 
    It has been ages since I've seen you. I hope your life continues to unfold a wonderful path in front of you and you keep all the good things in your life. You will go places, I'm sure of that :)

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