Yeah, I'm writing about xanga itself. Along time ago, I began writing here. I was fourteen and just enrolled in a brand new town. Back when I had a lot less drama and a lot less friends. Everyone from Coshocton had xanga, so I knew I needed to get one. I did and added everyone so we could keep in touch. At that time xanga was this crazy place where you posted anything and everything. And the way you kept in contact was by leaving each other comments on post. People hooked up and broke up through xanga posts.

But then, People found this thing called myspace. Now isn't that cool. Now the irony here is that I joined myspace and xanga around the same time (I joined xanga first by like a week). After a while everyone saw that myspace was the "next big thing". So everyone hoped over there. Some kept there xangas for a while, but eventually they died down. And sometime after myspace, facebook got popular, and now everybody's there.

Now for the reason I'm back at xanga. It's the exact same reason I left in the first place nobody used it anymore. I needed a myspace and facebook to keep in touch with friends. So I stopped posting to my xanga all together. But after talking to my friend tara, I decided I needed a place that was calm. A place that was away from stupid apps and pointless bulletins. Somewhere I can be myself, and not worry about what other people will think. After a short thinking period, I decided xanga was the place for me again.

Now, all of my friends aren't here, but I needed that. I have my own blog too, ([matt]). But my xanga is more emo(tional, I'm Not Emo ). I can put my heart on my sleeve and not worry about others ridiculing me. This isn't to say there's no one on xanga anymore. It's just a calmer, more dedicated and understanding group. That's the reason I took xanga back.

I hope that wasn't too long, but I wanted to write it out before I forgot.
[matt]

Well, It's New Year Eve and I'm sitting at my desk. I feel completely sick and exhausted.  Man, yesterday blew. I slept all day (that's not the bad part) and I'm still tired. *coughing* I hope I get over this soon. For once, I'm actually sick and I can't enjoy it because school doesn't start for another 3 days!

I know about a couple New Year's Eve parties, but I think I'm going to skip them, unless I miraculously get over this. *coughing*

So my girlfriend finally got my Christmas present back to me. I forgot it at an Anime Marathon I went to at the Coshocton Library.It's a D-Generation X sweatshirt and a My Chemical Romance t-shirt.The problem is that I don't know if I actually *love* her. hmmm. I was going to break up with her last month, but I was afraid to hurt her feelings. She doesn't even know I'm bi. It's not that I don't like her, It's that I don't think I *love* her.I don't know what to do.

Well I'm going to get off here, I hope everyone has a great new year.

[matt]

Well, My birthday's been relatively calm. I had marching band in the morning... which was pretty fun. Then I had a stupid dentist appointment, although it wasn't really that bad... I just had a filling put in. Then I came to the library and I saw Cassie for the second time today

Ooooo... I almost forgot.... Last week I went to Chicago. I hung out with my relatives there. It's hard to imagine it's been 3 years since I've seen them... It was awesome... One night My cousin and I went trash digging in the commercial sector. That was really fun we found some really random stuff. Including a gift basket w/ 2003 California Merlot. So the next night we got drunk together... We didn't get totally trashed but it was still pretty cool.

[matt]

Wow, this weekend was (almost) packed full of things. First was the dance that a whole lot of people went to. I went with Michael Coffee. It was pretty fun. I got a dancing lesson from Amber (lol). Overall the dance was kinda boring but It got me out of the house... So half way through the dance I went out riding with Michael Coffee and Stevie (woodfork... i think). It was pretty fun. Even though some jerk didn't know how to drive so we tried to get him to pull over. Then he pulled into the sherrif office and a sherrif pulled up behind us. So we went up to roscoe to lose him. Then we got bored so we went back to the dance.

But the jerks at the dance told us we had to pay to get in. so me and coffee hung out a while outside, until charisma (i think that's her name..) saved us and got us back in. It was mostly the stupid chapperone's fault. So we got back in and danced a little while. Then the dance was over so I caught a ride with Amanda Rucker.

Then on Saturday night was the play OLIVER, at the Ridgewood Auditorium. that was better than I expected it to be. I didn't want to go in the first place cause I thought none of my friends were going to be there. Turns out about a third of the cast were my friends... lol. It was really fun. The play went on without out a hitch (except for one bang in the background about halfway through the play). The singing and acting were Awesome! I ended up sitting with amber (who I didn't even know was coming!). Plus after the play I got to talk to all my friends that were in it. (including hope, diedra, raymond, joellen and more...). After that My next door neighbor and I went out for a bite to eat at Jerry's and didn't get back till around10:30.

Wow this was a really  long post... I hope you all had as good of a weekend as I had.
[matt]

So we had four days off. Awesome, right? wrong, now we have to make them up during spring break.

Thursday, I went snowboarding at city hall. Man it was icy. I mostly busted my butt. Allex did worse than I did. But Layton was actually pretty good at it. Besides Hitting a Tree.

Adios,
[matt]

So a huge day happened a little while ago. I went to solo and ensomble for the second year in a row. It was amazing. The first thing is I didn't want to go. I thought our ensomble where just going to get another 4. But when I called Amanda to tell her to wear pink, she convinced me to go. So the ride up there was kinda boring, I didn't do much.

Once I got there inside the gym I was looking around for people I knew. I didn't have to perform till 3:20 so I had tons of time to kill. First I saw Jenn and Nathalie. Then I went over the Ridgewood crowd. And to my suprise, I saw Jessie, Hope, Nikki, Deidra, Raymond and a Bunch of other people. So most of the day Me, Jessie, Hope, and Nikki went around and saw a whole lot of people perform.

But in all the exciment I missed Ashley's. I kinda felt bad. Even though she said she didn't do too well, because of her clarinet. I think i was watching Hope as ashley was performing.

Then the flute trio performed. They did awesome... Even though I still don't know what they scored . A little while after the Coshocton Flute Quartet performed. We actually did alright. It's funny because hope had to RUN down to the run to watch us play.

Well I g2g... I'll update more when i have more time.
[matt]

Not much to do  right now, so I'm at the library. I've seen a couple people i haven't seen in AGES.

The toture of exams are finally over along with the old semester. Monday will start a new semester along with a new class, gym. I'm just glad i'm getting out health class. That had to be the most boring class i've ever been in.

Does anyone on here know the guy that holly dated last year?
Because I think I just saw him at the library... omg
I'm gonna get off of here to go to the pep game tonight,
Adios,
Matt (*Daisuke*)

I don't have ANYTHING to do. It's so boring around coshocton. The next Manga meeting isn't December 6!!! I can't wait till then... And then on December 27, The manga club is  having a club is  having a party... I'm tired of typing so i'll talk to you later.

I was wondering if anyone has heard anything about band camp. I really need to know. I'm going to Iowa the week before school starts, so I really need to know if we're having it this year. The lack of news is making me skeptical whether we're having it or not. I hope someone will tell us when it'll be.

If anyone has heard anything feel free to comment.
Otherwise you dont' matter to me.
Just kidding. I'll comment everyone back.

On a different note, Two people I've known for a while decided to move on my street on the same week. One was my good friend Amanda Graves. The other is Andrew Einsly (o.k. it was his sister, cindy, who moved there but i still see Andrew a lot).

For everyone who remembered my birthday, thank you. For everyone else, It was August 1st, Don't Forget It. As for my birthday, It wasn't the greatest day of my life, even though i turned 15. I guess it could've beenworse but whatever. This is starting to become long    so i'll leave you guys at that.

Matt
-*Please Comments Back*-

Sorry I haven't updated you guys...
I've lost track of time.
The summer's been pretty boring so there's not much to update you guys on.

I can't wait until Band Starts!!
I hope it starts soon!!!!!

Adios U Guys,
// // |< Matt

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