The Band Fiasco

The lovely days of band compitions followed by screaming blaming and crying on the bus after band competition.
Maybe I should explain.

We Went to band competition ready and pumped up. We were second to play in the competition so we had to be ready. Everything went off without a hitch. (Before we actaully got to the feild.) Then I went back to the bus looking around for the stupid podium. I couldn't find it anywhere (I SWEAR). Eventually another band let us borrow thiers (which we deeply appreciated.)
The competition started and the band (not ours) started to play. We suddonly realized that that WAS R SONG. It came time for the preformance.
The show had a few minor glitches but nothing TOO obvious. I know i messed up the cowbell part on Echano. And everyone mgiht have missed one small detail or tack. Maybe a half a yard off.
But What I really disliked was the judges rated our band.

WE GOT 5th OUT OF THE 5 BANDS TOTAL.
That screwed up cuz I know we chould

Random Thought

Band Competition

WE preform at 6:30. I can't wait. I'm SO excited. I don't have to be back at the bandroom till 4:00 So I figured i had enough time to update my xanga and blogger; chat with friends.

Right now i'm chatting with amanda .

I can't wait till band competition.
It's going to be so much fun. I haven't been to one in at least a year!

i've g2g

_~Matt~_

For some odd reason...

I was up ALL night. I swear i'm an insomniac. It's 4:42 in the morning an haven't slept a wink.
Oh well. I was working on a few things... Which includes this Xanga Skin I made with the help of a tutorial. I can't wait till competition today .

Edit: I also had time to make this    

O.k. I really overeacted to the whole thing. K. I am gay. so what. there. i said it calmly and my head is straight again. I just wanted to tell  you guys myself. I didn't want you to find out through myself. (There's things to be told onlin and some things to be told in person.)

_~Matt~_

P.S.  Sorry chelsie for overacting.

Lately I've really neglected my zanga and lj. I've focusing on my blogger and my website. But I'm Coming Back .

The Outsider:
When I was in 5th grade i was really popular and I had lots of friends. Later in the year i thought how would it feel to be an outcast. Someone with few friends and someone who no one cared for. So I attempted to recreate this. I slowly created this world around me that made me one of those people. No i'm finding hard to get back in the social "Circle". I've outcasted myself to the point that it's really diffucult to return. I'm slowly growing popularity back. But I have a really long time to go.

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